My mobile phone buzzing as if to say give up.
Old tissue that has been washed in these jeans.
Another mobile phone when I don’t want to talk to anyone but still feel around.
A sheesha pen for when I want to act like I don’t smoke.
An empty fag box, because I’ve run out.
A lighter, for when it’s dark..
Chapstick to smoothen my lips.
A wallet to keep me going.